Can I keep it real??

What happens when you have a baby then the things you overlooked about your DH now annoy the mess out of you??? I am a wife how likes to take care of her man. I mean a biblical wife lol. Now I have a prince my son, my cuddle buddy, my love Mister Big Stuff. He's exclusively breastfed and we cuddle at night. So since the birth of my son now I'm feeling extremely vulnerable. I have just looked at my entire life. My babies future everything. Our security, our safety. Its so overwhelming and one thing I know for sure I am DONE having kids lbs. I dont believe in comparing babies so I try not to compare husbands. I am praying and thanking God for better days. I am also claiming a God fearing male mentor for my husband I really believe it would make a world of a difference since he was raised by women. I have been blessed with married strong God fearing women who play no games I love them they have great advice. Lord your will.